..emo

..i'm happy..but i like goth images..maybe because it shows how i'm feeling inside...
..dark..waiting and empty... if this is the real me will i ever find the person i see infront of the mirror everyday?....the one who likes other colors aside from black..the one who is constantly smiling... will i ever see the side of me that's full of life and happiness?..i'm not sure if i'll ever be that happy...but i guess i gotta try..there's more to life than just moping around.. doing nothing to get rid of that empty feeling... smile..it might just help..

..can't change me..

..this is me.. this is who i'll always be...i'm not proud of the mistakes i've made..and i'm not gonna promise never to make the same mistakes again.. i'm stubborn..i'll always be... am not proud of being stubborn but i'm proud to know that somehow i found myself in the process of being stubborn.

.. here i am now working..still adjusting..it's admitted, i am having a hard time.. especially when school requirements are just around the corner. it's kind of hard beating deadlines and all..i'm having a hard time but it still feels good to know that i'm trying to stand up on my own two feet..


..this is me..no one can change me..i do have some limits, i have a lot actually.. yes, sometimes i go beyond my limits, often times i regret it..but sometimes i'm glad i made that move..

..i'm not gonna change..i may grow a bit more mature but who i am now will always be who i am...and i hope who i'm with right now, is the person bound for me in the future.. any ways "future" is not too far away now..it's just a couple more months... =)